wiggle jiggle yellow middle

pretty together

i know i've deserted you. but i gotta promote this stuff.
we already got invites from two different bands to play live shows.
i didn't think it was all that great but they sure like it.
exciting.

www.myspace.com/mytoyheart

show some love.

this is the place
you'll end up when
you lose the chase
where you’re dragged against your will
from a basement on the hill
and all anybody knows is
you're not like them
and they kick you in the head
and send you back to bed
isolation pulled you pass a tunnel to a
bright world where you can make a place to stay
but everybody's scared of this place
they're staying away
your little house on memory lane
the mayor’s name is fear
his voice patrols the pier
from a mountain of cliche
that advances everyday
the doctor spoke a cloud
he rained out loud
you’ll keep your doors and windows shut
and swear you'll
never show a soul again
but isolation pushes you ‘til every muscle aches
down the only road it ever takes
but everybody's scared of this place
they're staying away
your little house on memory lane
if it's your decision
to be open about yourself
be careful or else
be careful or else
uncomfortable apart
it's all written on my chart
and i take what's given to me
most cooperatively
i do what people say
and lie in bed all day
absolutely horrified
i hope you're satisfied
isolation pushes past self hatred, guilt and shame
to a place where suffering is just a game
but everybodys scared of this place
they're staying away
your little house on memory lane
- elliott smith

sleeping behind my futon instead of on it is pretty meditating. i hear people walk in and walk out without saying a word because they think no one's in the room. so yeah. if you're too chicken to run away from everything. just. hang out behind your futon and stare at the ceiling.

goodbye.

does he love you?
does he love yoooou?

listen listen listen. and come with me to orlando, guys. i need company! i need plans. I'm waiting for replies. next tuesday. twenty bucks. come on. it will be a small road trip. please please.